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I've been having sleep problems ever since I quit nursing a little over 6 months ago. It's weird, I know. On just 4 hours of sleep, I used to be able to survive a full shift, make sure my patients don't die/fall and still head to the gym after. Now, I can barely sit down and study even with 8 hours of sleep. I've been on sleeping pills, pillow mist, sleep balms, duaas, you name it, I've probably tried it. 

Last night, as I was tossing in bed, as usual, it dawned upon me why I used to be able to survive with very little sleep. I remembered every night before I sleep I would ask Allah to help me to fall asleep and still make sure I wake up on time for work. I tried that last night and lo and behold! I woke up feeling fresh with only 5 hours of sleep. maybe this is a wake-up call to make me realise how I've missed Him out in my daily conversations. Maybe I haven't been asking from Him anymore. Nauzubillah, I've felt so complete these past few months, like I don't need His help anymore. But in reality, I need Him more than ever. To help ease this COVID-19 situation, to help me through my degree and to help me through my marriage. 

Another day, another social media influencer drama. All I can say about this whole ordeal is honestly just shut up. If they're not breaking the circuit breaker rules, not illegally gathering, just shut up and mind your own business. Your 'enquiry' or 'concern' you've publically posted is probably going to cause more harm than good. So just... duduk rumah diam diam ok. And by that, I actually mean just keep mum. 

Also, following the great day I had yesterday, today was just, meh. And purely tiring for some reason. In need to constantly remind myself that although I've had good days, there will be bad days and that's okay.